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glad tat i gt u guys..love u guys my fren..^^

2009-08-29T23:55:00.000-07:00

hrm..chat wif fren juz now..keep on counsellin me..lolz..giv me support..:) yea..y i hav 2 care n tink so much..juz let it be..no need 2 be sad bcoz of some1 who doesnt noe how 2 appreciate u..yea..
hmm..reli feelin better now..reli so much better now..haha:)..bcoz of u guys..yea..its reli glad tat i stil hav u guys..haha..erm..yea..i should be strong now..tellin myself..get tis problem solve be4 sch reopen..after tat..no more tinkin of rubbish..haha...big thx 4 my dear goldfish..flora..dodo..hy..jason..ah pek jona..yang..and many many more..reli thxs so much...keep on cheerin me up..haha..:) everything wil b fine i tink..haha..then start pia for exam..jia u jia u..gambateh all!!!!! no more fun..no more excuses..even the eyes r closin oso muz tahan..pour self wif cold water and stay awake..pia pia pia cek..........:)
haha..tis is my last post for 2day..yea..reli happy tat at least i can put down all the burden in my heart..reli..feel so..relieved now..haha..2moro go swimmin..so long time no swim le..scare 2 bcom black again..zz
P.S: own a blog is quite a good thing..lolz..a good way 2 express all the feelins and thought..^^
once again..thx u guys..love u guys so much..haha..muacksssssssss...^^

damn bored..zzz..

2009-08-29T15:00:00.000-07:00

a boring day again..lolz..everyday same same..nth special happen..not sleep..online..listenin song..facebookin..then dreamin..swt..wat else can i do???..
reli cant make myself free now..tryin so hard 2 make myself bz..if not i wil keep on tinkin 2 much and missin u..wat should i do??..i m not strong actually..juz keep on pretendin..showin smilin face..laughin out loud..but tats all acts..lyin myself..tinkin tat i wil feel ok..but end out..nth change..reli feel like goin crazy..feel like losin my soul..wat happen 2 me??..only now den i realize i hav fallen into 2 muchz..and until now only then i realize tat i reli care u so much..u hav changed..i noe..but..y so sudden?? wat happen 2 u??? wats wrong wif me??? so many questions surroundin me..tired of it..reli tired of it..
i try my best 2 forget u..as i noe..theres no more chance already..yea..but..its reli hard..lookin at phone every moment..waitin for msg..waitin for u..but no news at all..no more..
only few days..things change..change completely..yyyyyyyyy!!!!!
i said b4..u r the one who i don wana loss..but yea..wat happen now..><.. all the promises u gav me..i stil remember..and i save it in my mind..but..mayb i m the only one who keep it..mayb 4 u is juz nth..nvm..its ok.. actually..start from the beginnin when u said u lov me..i cant fully trust u..as i noe..there might b someone else in your heart..but..yea..mayb i m lyin myself again..i tot u tink carefully already as i noe u r nt the one who do things without tinkin..but it seems like i m wrong again..i reli tink 2 much..and dream too much perhaps..truly a pisces..a silly horoscope..yea...><
for now..i tink the only thing tat i can do..is juz follow your decision..let time makes it all over..mayb we don hav the fate..we r not belong 2 each other..i only hope tat u can be happy..and achieve a great success in future..work hard 4 our dreams..our ambition..tats all..
god bless u forever..tats wat u oways told me..GOD BLESS..

n3w 2 blog..

2009-08-29T10:00:00.000-07:00

yea..tis is the 1st time writin blog..hmm..not reli noe how 2 start a new blog..lolz..reli nida explore more..haha..:)
dono y..there's a sudden great pushing force tat make me start a blog tis morning..mayb..it's a good way 2 express my feelin and thought?? loltsa ppl told me so..mayb its true 2..:)
hmm..reli hav lotsa things in my heart and mind these days..crowded wif lotsa problems..lolz..findin frens..yea..reli helps though..but..yea..stil..feelin quite helpless..lolz ..reli..sign..><..
3 more days (includin 2day)..lolz..sch reopen..it's reli sianz..exam comin soon..but..din even touch my book durin holidays..play til crazy..zz..argh!!!