a boring day again..lolz..everyday same same..nth special happen..not sleep..online..listenin song..facebookin..then dreamin..swt..wat else can i do???..
reli cant make myself free now..tryin so hard 2 make myself bz..if not i wil keep on tinkin 2 much and missin u..wat should i do??..i m not strong actually..juz keep on pretendin..showin smilin face..laughin out loud..but tats all acts..lyin myself..tinkin tat i wil feel ok..but end out..nth change..reli feel like goin crazy..feel like losin my soul..wat happen 2 me??..only now den i realize i hav fallen into 2 muchz..and until now only then i realize tat i reli care u so much..u hav changed..i noe..but..y so sudden?? wat happen 2 u??? wats wrong wif me??? so many questions surroundin me..tired of it..reli tired of it..
i try my best 2 forget u..as i noe..theres no more chance already..yea..but..its reli hard..lookin at phone every moment..waitin for msg..waitin for u..but no news at all..no more..
only few days..things change..change completely..yyyyyyyyy!!!!!
i said b4..u r the one who i don wana loss..but yea..wat happen now..><.. all the promises u gav me..i stil remember..and i save it in my mind..but..mayb i m the only one who keep it..mayb 4 u is juz nth..nvm..its ok.. actually..start from the beginnin when u said u lov me..i cant fully trust u..as i noe..there might b someone else in your heart..but..yea..mayb i m lyin myself again..i tot u tink carefully already as i noe u r nt the one who do things without tinkin..but it seems like i m wrong again..i reli tink 2 much..and dream too much perhaps..truly a pisces..a silly horoscope..yea...><
for now..i tink the only thing tat i can do..is juz follow your decision..let time makes it all over..mayb we don hav the fate..we r not belong 2 each other..i only hope tat u can be happy..and achieve a great success in future..work hard 4 our dreams..our ambition..tats all..
god bless u forever..tats wat u oways told me..GOD BLESS..
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chien mai ane lar..cheers....do u still remember that wat i told u? don giv too much hope on it ... i tot i was giving wrong advice when i saw u guys so close together... but i cant really expect it really happen..anyway..cheers my friend..u stil long way to go..don't worry :)
ReplyDeletedodo..u noe me de..i m like tat..stupid no. 1..but..i reli fall 2 deep le..at first won so deep de..but who noes..gettin deeper and deeper til..i reli..so miss him..haiz..anyway..i m tryin my best 2 overcome it..thx anyway..muacks..
ReplyDeleteyea u must ler..previous times u oso like tat.. u oso can overcome all those mah....nvm..learn from mistakes...but the only thing im afraid is he's too chong dong..once he regret he mayb will turn over to u and apology lor...haha..that's just a guess lar...but u really must not miss him right now.
ReplyDeleteimpossible lol do..impossible..bo ko neng de..
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